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shenanigans-of-a-young-person:

I made a choice to befriend someone I thought I’d never be friends with again. I chose to be happy .this person we get along so well it’s crazy how comfortable I am with them. I still don’t know exactly how our friendship evaporated or how this will end but yeah I swallowed my pride and apologized.😃

This person is acting bitchy again. We have a love hate relationship. She gets in these moods and ignores me for days on end …. then gets mad if I ignore her 🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

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shenanigans-of-a-young-person:

I have anxiety

And it’s going to happen all the time .it’s just who I am…I’m working on myself right now and anxiety is one of those things I can’t just deny or try to live without awknowledging.i can’t hope or say if I stay positive and ignore my worries I will act “normal”. People tend to notice or feel I’m a shy timid person and so they are very nice to me which at first I hated like no treat me “normal” but that is my normal being the quiet girl who gets out of people’s way and then they say oh thank you your so sweet. what I wanna work on is to make attemps to talk to strangers to try to show the other parts of me .it will take alot of practice and that’s ok. I am a person with anxiety and that’s a ok

Update. Starting to take meds. I think they help

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